http://definedmoments.livejournal.com/ Lifes Defining Moments - LiveJournal.com Tue, 28 Oct 2008 16:19:38 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com definedmoments 12720060 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/60638814/12720060 http://definedmoments.livejournal.com/ 100 79 http://definedmoments.livejournal.com/8531.html Tue, 28 Oct 2008 16:19:38 GMT http://definedmoments.livejournal.com/8531.html Life is racing past me! I don't know what to think anymore. Today was my dream date! October 8th, 2008.<br />I look back over the past and say to myself. The Lord has been good, I can't complain. I can only praise!<br /><br />The sky is blue, the air is chilled, the rush of autumns breeze sweeps the earth. Snow flurries blow in the wind, as the leaves take their last fall..... death. <br /><br />I sit here in the office, ready to go out and do my usual responsiblity. The love of my life has just left the room to go to class, I am alone........<br /><br />My heart is talking to me, it feels as though it moving much to fast for its usual pace. I try to calm it down, but it won't listen. It keeps rushing as though it needs to get some place fast. <br /><br />I am 23, and I am watching the world spin around me. What is most important? The materialistic side of the earth, everything I missed, everything I wanted to accomplish, but never will yet the other&nbsp;side rings out from the depths of the earth. DEATH!!!<br /><br />Home sweet Home......... beyond the wild blue yonder..... http://definedmoments.livejournal.com/8531.html public 0 http://definedmoments.livejournal.com/4675.html Tue, 13 Nov 2007 06:16:25 GMT http://definedmoments.livejournal.com/4675.html <p><em>Have you ever fallen in love with someone? known them for almost a year, prayed for them, encouraged them.. and then had them abandon you?<br /><br /></em>Tonight, it took me over! It was not a mere crush on a superstar or some hero. I knew this guy, I spent time and even took time to write him in OTS. I loved him, I guess you could say. I had never met someone so sweet, and so for serving the Lord. Then it happened! Yes, I suppose I didnt try hard enough, but he seems to be enjoying the company of a new female companion. I am happy for him, but yet I feel a loss in my heart. He was a wonderful friend. He listened and he cared or so he acted like he did.<br /><br />Those moments of the heart, to laugh to cry to live to love, and to love even after theres no chance of being loved in return. yes! I loved you, but.... it seems like that will be a secret to the end of time. Many blessings of happiness!!!<br /><br /></p> http://definedmoments.livejournal.com/4675.html crushed public 0